conscious

Exams is around the corner..and I am yet to be focus.

Which is a MAJOR big problem.

Sometimes I am grateful for my slow senses. They said I am "zen".

But actually not, i am just SLOW. take things too easy...too relax.

Fear seldom knock into my senses 5 min before every heart-attack event.

Grateful. Because this really helps during exams, presentations, interviews. Blah-blah..where everybody sweats, wringing their hands earlier on. It would b a waste of energy to me.

But, i seriously need it this time, because its the fear that i need to get me going, preparing for my exams!!! Which is why i am here after..half a year?To knock myself into consciousness.

My brain is not working well. Or in another words, I am too lazy to make my brain work.

Yes, the key words are---I AM TOO LAZY.

Facts:

I cannot imagine,

-my CGPA dropping, AGAIN.

-not below 3.7.

-not below 3.7.

- I want....

OKAAAY, i am off to study.

muakz~ love this place.

assumptions..

"Never judge a book by its cover"

It's not a new phrase, but it suddenly hit on to me recently.Just realised how true....is it.

I think most girls encounter this.

There is surely somebody around you, a really "special" weirdoo, that you girls bitch about at her back. Either she has an utmost stunning appearance, or her attitude sucks.

Well, there is this person at my college who scores in both criteria.

When girls sit down, they do nothing but gossips. So, she is quite "well-known" even at the begining of the semester. Her attitude is 'superb', with the turning-on-a-white-eye experession as her significant appearance, plus a super blast of sarcastism.

And, she really did freak me out on the first encounter.

 She was soo well, ignorant. And the words she chose....phew..super sarcastic. So, i actually put in mind to stay away from her. But, as i don't really have a chance to choose, we were on the same team AGAIN. 

I was like.. 'oh god...how r...' and my roommate was like..'cham lar  u, she very scary 1 le..'....which made me worried more. so, i decided that  if she is going to play with her sarcastism..well, don't think i m gonna loose at that too..

Haha...but in the end, my sarcastism didn't get to show. I m still sweet and nice twds her. Maybe,it just doesn't work on girls. I think yan chyi might understand that haha..looking at what we were in form 6.

And as for her, i actually had the feeling that she isn't that snappy as most of them thought, i think she is cute though, plus great talent in arts, big diff. Got alot of her white eye though, she is the first girl i had seen rolling her eye so often in that sort of dramatic way when she's pissed. 

Guess it takes time to understand someone.

Food

Uni life had began to settle as it supposed to be.

Just....it seems monotonous, repeating scene after scene.

Even the food in our college taste the same every day. Seriously wondering had my taste buds died away during the stay. The food they served goes accordingly to schedule, everyday, everyweek..

Just a rough menu below...

Pls be rmb that every meal comes with sambal sauce, except for breakfast.

Menus....

Mon

Breakfast : Fried Rice

Lunch : Chicken Rice

Dinner : Sotong or Fish

Tue

Breakfast: Bee hoon

Lunch : Chicken Rice

Dinner : Egg, if you are fast enough..

Wed

Breakfast : Fried Rice

Lunch and Dinner: Food is so bad that i never want to remember. MOstly fish they served.

Thurs

Breakfast : Fried Kuey Teow (All you taste is only the spiciness..your tongue wont have any response to other taste..numbed, not even the kuey teow taste)

Lunch and dinner: Chicken or peanuts.

Fri

Breakfast : Fried Rice

Lunch : Chicken Rice.

Dinner : Hard Boiled Egg with sauce that taste like dahl..just that it contains coconut i think.

Sat

Breakfast : Burger (same, if you are fast..)

Lunch and Dinner...not sure.

Egg,

specifically, the sunny side up egg, fried, is the best food ever inside there. And it will be gone, fast as well. Their backup i always FISH..which..i think those who ate knows the taste..

There was once i was queing up that day,

where there was egg AVAILABLE. But, unfortunately, when it was my turn, there wasn't any left for me. I stared in dismay when the kakak took the tub away, replace it with a tub full of fish.I almost cried. Ended up eating plain rice and sambal, with some vegetable gravy...

The food they served is always spicy, esp the kueyteow on thurs morning, seriously memorable, when i get out of there. Early in the morning, and taking these spices...

Their food is either to hot, or too salty, and, they still provide ketchup on each and every table, which i used to see malays pouring over their rice or chicken. Dun understand...maybe their taste buds are used to the saltyness. OMG..i feel like vomiting while typing this out..can taste the saltyness in my mouth already..

In conclusion, the food is not too bad in our college..compared to others. I heard our neighbour college, serving minced burger meat as a dish for either lunch or dinner...with tomato sauce or ketchup i think....YUCK...

I m LUCKY. I have to tell myself this all the time. 1 more year to go. Or maybe more, if i plan to stay on for 2nd year..so ,have to put up with the food, since it comes along with the package.

Anyway, food is something to stuff your tummy full rite?

So whatever the taste is...it doesn't matter.

uni STARTS.........

with ORIENTATION.



as known as most uni's orientation, its for 1 week, and it's "motivating".

for the whole week, being barked, screamed, yelled and insulted at(seriously...their bahasa melayu...so many insults i never dreamt of..), so frequent that, although was quite nervous for the 1st day, but soon got used to it.

sleeping late, waking up early is a norm. But as told by the PMs(senior), we are getting more sleep compare tho the last few batches.So, basically we are getting only 3 to maximum 4 hrs of sleep per day.

we have loads of talks and most are informative. but, due to lack of sleep, everyone is tired..

so, "fishing" is common during talk times..no only we are tired, our seniors, who took charge of "torturing" us, are also tired that most slept behind the chairs...

so you can guess who is listening to those talks infront...

on the last day, all of us had a shock..

being awaken by the bangs and shouts on the doors at 3m, which the normal time should be 4.30am, we were lined up at the field. We were screamed, shouted and punished(half squat, hands straight infront) for being late...

so basically, we suffered for around 2 hrs...the scolding part is not the scary part. to me, it was frightening seeing those ppl who had athma breakdown, crying in the midst of breathing difficulty...and not 1 person, but a few...scary....

then......only after that, we are explained that the scenario that happened in the morning was just an act. So that we can learn to take stress, prevent from breakdown during exams...swt..

we went through a week of all these in orientation, most of the time under stress and preasure..

before you start to eat, u are shouted at to be CEPAT,CEPAT!!! 2 min to eat for everybody...N we are eating with bare hands, no cultery. so we actually got to learn how the malays eat in the whole orientation week. Another scene which i will never forget is...the bangings and shoutings at 4.30am.."BANGUN!!! BANGUN!!! CEPAT BANGUN!!" before they reach our doorstep, me and my roomate already jumped up , rushing to switch on the lights, to show that we are awake--so they wont bang on our doors too hard...memorable....macam hantu...

And through out the orientation, i guess most ppl like the most is the cheers part. each college(the place we stay at) has their own main theme and there is a cheering competition going on that we have to compete with 12 other colleges..so we have to cheer, (basically screaming) on top of our lungs..with all the hand movements and so on..the malays are seriously good at these stuff..really reminds me of Victoria Institue that i saw during band competition. CHS team seldom cheer, but the V I school boys are jumping up and down with their cheers...

anyway....seriously have no voice after the last day of orientation...sore throat...

At the last day of orientation, the seniors told us that actually all of their scoldings and screamings are actually an act that they all put up for us..realy SHOCKING to see the discpline master, who most of the time really garang, shouting and so on, laughng at us, and cracking...jokes? i think very few ppl catch his joke...most still cant come out of his garang impression.....seriously scary..haha

overall, they are nice ppl, help us through recognizing this college and the uni, help us on ptptn infos, and submitting the forms for registering , need to thank them for everything, for hte memorable and "memorable" orientation that they gave us, very very different form our school orientations...

I m BACK!

Back in Malaysia at last...

i was back last week, after 1 month in Japan, i brought my host sister along with me to Malaysia.
With no extra bedrooms available besides the store in my house, i have to camp in the study room as i m giving out my room to Miyo...ahem..in a presentable state lar...my normal room state would have drove her back to Japan immediately.

back home, finding myself quite far behind the all ongoing news here...and definitely not going to read through all the old news paper.

And also......i m going to UM....Faculty of Linguistic.

With things swirling around me at the moment, everything seems to happen really fast, rushing up to me.
I am currently programming myself to accept the fact that i m going to a UNIVERSITY, next next week, study and live there.
OKAY.....i will need 2 or 3 days for that.
Is not that i m worried that i wont be able to go home or so,
just that..i cant believe i m entering a UNI, same kind of feeling when i was in kindergarten, entering primary school.

Ahaha...i sound kiddy...just need time to digest.